Happy 14th July to all the French readers!

In celebration, I'm posting my most favorite Edith Piaf Song

Edith Piaf. Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien

Non, Rien de rien                                           
No, nothing of nothing
Non, Je ne regrette rien
No, I regret nothing

Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait
Not the good things that have been done to me
Ni le mal tout ça m'est bien égal
Nor the bad things, it's all the same to me
Non, Rien de rien
No, nothing of nothing
Non, Je ne regrette rien
No, I regret nothing

C'est payé, balayé, oublié
It's paid for, swept away, forgotten
Je me fous du passé
I don't care about the past

Avec mes souvenirs
With my memories
J'ai allumé le feu
I lit the fire

Mes chagrins, mes plaisirs
My troubles, my pleasures
Je n'ai plus besoin d'eux
I don't need them anymore

Balayés les amours
Swept away my past loves
Avec leurs trémolos
With their tremors

Balayés pour toujours
Swept away for always
Je repars à zéro
I start again from zero

Car ma vie, car mes joies
(Because my life, my joys)
Aujourd'hui, ça commence avec toi

Today, it begins with you

Who I Am

Dear readers,

I have decided to add my thoughts in writing too, I hope this words will echo somewhere out there.

I am Colombian by birth, We lived in the capital, Bogota, in a nice house with three levels, a big garden and a Husky.  My family emigrated to Mallorca, a small Spanish Mediterranean Island. Through many years of my life, I felt ashamed of where I came from, I was only 8 years old when we moved, as  Colombia is always portrayed negatively because of drug cartels,  the civil war, and all the very sad things that go on, it was hard for me to accept where I came from, as I felt racism and discrimination around me.
I went to a Spanish school for two years, I was then sent to a new Christian English school that opened on the island, my education has been more English than Spanish. I found myself as a Colombian girl, living in Spain,  being educated in the English culture.

At home, my father wanted us to speak in perfect Colombian Spanish , (which by the way is the most beautiful form of Spanish, you can google this) but in the shop or with my friends, I had to learn my Spanish accent, making sure I pronounced my 'c' and my 'z'. And then at school we had the most marvelous English teacher, who very much taught us the Queen's English.

I am twenty-three now, and I can say that I am a Colombian, and I love that about me,  I love that I have written a small book about it. I love that I am a mixture of culture.

 I didn't quite know who I was, I was a mixture of things people around me wanted me to be. But I found God's love working in my life, and knowing that when I am with him, I don't have to be any of this things, because I am loved by Him, and that's who I am. I am perfect for Him.

I love Jesus, I love the way he turned culture around, and the way He accepted and loved women, you can see it though out Scripture, the Samaritan woman, the woman caught in adultery, and many more. Because Jesus is a feminist, I am a feminist too. Many Christians will struggle with this because, its not religious enough.

All these labels given to us , black, white, straight, gay, beautiful, ugly, murderer, prostitute. But for Him we are just perfect, all these labels fall off, as he call us to be His children.

My Colombian War

My Colombian War
This is a book, full of my own story on the first few pages, and stories about different women that have been affected by the Civil War in Colombia. 

This is a book dedicated to all those women that have lost their families, children, and love of life.

Copies available for sell.

All works © Laura Lewis 2014.
Please do not reproduce without the expressed written consent of Laura Lewis.


Colombia, Women, Purity, Feminity

A number of Monoprints I am working on for a small booklet, they talk about women, feminity, purity, and the cultural and political issues in Colombia.

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        Violence against Women Perpetrated by the State and Armed Groups
It has been reported that in the year from October 1995 to September 1996, socio-political violence killed 172 women and caused the disap- pearance of 12 women. During the same year, at least 35 women were tor- tured and another 33 were threatened and harassed.40 Another report indicates higher numbers, with a woman being killed every week in com- bat, every two weeks a woman being a victim of a forced disappearance, and 363 women dying each year because of socio-political violence.41 Violence against women in the armed conflict in Colombia is committed by members of all sides of the conflict.
The Special Rapporteur on Violence Against Women has reported that “women are targeted for being relatives of the ‘other’ side. Armed factions threaten and abuse women for being in solidarity with their
husbands or partners, or because of the partner they have chosen, or for protecting their sons and daughters from forced recruitment.”

Indigenous and Black Women in Colombia (ANMUCIC). On July 21, 2000, Marlen Rincón, who was the Departmental President of ANMUCIC in San Juan, was killed, allegedly by paramilitaries who accused her of providing aid to guerillas. Additionally, on September 3, 2002, para- militaries allegedly killed Gloria Marín de Borrero, another ANMUCIC leader, in the municipality of Zulia.45 This organization, in particular its president, Ms. Leonora Castaño, was granted protection by the Inter- American Commission on Human Rights on March 2, 2001.46
More recently, another member of ANMUCIC, Mrs. Nhora Cecilia Valasquez Cortes, was taken by armed men, kept overnight, and tortured because of her activities with this organization. They accused her of providing aid to the guerrilla movement. (See OMCT appeal 290703.VAW and its follow up) Mrs. Velasquez and other members of ANMUCIC continue to be harassed and receive threats because of their work.
Women’s organizations as well as individual women are put at additional risks because of their role in obtaining food. Paramilitaries reportedly intervene in attempts to collect food, accusing the women of supplying nourishment to the guerrilla movement. One such instance of intervention occurred in August 2002, to a worker with the League of Women Displaced by Violence in Bolívar, which coordinates a food program for displaced persons. When the worker went to receive food under the auspices of the program, she was met by a paramilitary and asked whether she was providing food to the guerrillas. She explained that the food was for displaced people, the paramilitary made a call on his radio, and then he warned her that her organization would be placed under surveillance by his group. Such threats discourage women from continuing their important work in providing food to displaced populations.47
Women are also vulnerable to violence in their attempts to mobilize mani- festations against the war. 



My family and I left the country, when I was only 8, we had to move,  because God told my Dad. My parents didn't want us to grow afraid. We were in one occassion stopped by the Guerrilla on a Trip to the Coast of the Country (Barranquilla) . The insecurity and lack of a peaceful future made us emigrate – you could say that we became  refugees from  the forgotten conflict that still in is the country after 70 years.

This project is presonal to me because I could have been one of those kidnapped girls, or lived in the insecurity of a country that is itself one of the most beautiful places in this planet. I believe that I have found a subject matter that I am passionate about, something that gives me the responsability to talk about this situation, and this women that encounter themselves, alone and in pain for most of their lives.

 There are between 11,000 and 14,000 child soldiers. 
Guerrilla and paramilitary forces recruit, sometimes forcibly, and use children. Guerrilla groups, paramilitaries, government armed forces and national police all perpetrate violence and abuses against civilians, including children and adolescents.  These are infractions of international humanitarian law and human rights, yet these crimes are often committed with a high level of impunity. Young people have been killed and maimed, victimized by sexual violence, lured and forced into the ranks of combatants, used as informants, marked as targets and driven from their homes.  Young people have been devastated by the culture of crime and violence that has evolved in Colombia due to the nexus of armed conflict, illegal drug trafficking and proliferation of small arms
(WatchList: Children in Armed Conflict)

All this conflict is going in a country where people have seen it so much that it almost doesn't affect people in the capital (Bogota) feel anything. When I was only a child I remember seeing children selling sweets by traffic lights, TODAY I am twenty-two years old. and this is an ongoing situation.

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Laura Lewis - Artist · Illustrator
For commissions please contact me :
Web: www.cargocollective.com/laulewis

First of all Thank you for visiting my blog, I have been overwhelmed with the views,  google analytics say that we are getting views from the UK, Russia, US, Colombia, Ireland, Germany, Hungary, Australia. You are all amazing, leave comments! 

I've been working on some photo collages, please click here   to see more! I hope everyone is having a great day, and that the sun is out wherever you are this week, I will be writing more regular posts on here!

Remember if you want to buy any prints email me at c.lauralewis@gmail.com , and I will get back to you with a price depending on the print you'd like. 

Au revoir amazing bloggers!

Laura Lewis x

                    Welcome to my spot on here!

Laura Lewis - Artist · Illustrator
For commissions please contact me :
Web: www.cargocollective.com/laulewis

Pathways to Bliss
In Pathway to Bliss: Mythology and Personal Transformation, a book drawn from Campbell’s late lectures and workshops, he says about artists and the monomyth:
Artists are magical helpers. Evoking symbols and motifs that connect us to our deeper selves, they can help us along the heroic journey of our own lives. [...]
The artist is meant to put the objects of this world together in such a way that through them you will experience that light, that radiance which is the light of our consciousness and which all things both hide and, when properly looked upon, reveal. The hero journey is one of the universal patterns through which that radiance shows brightly. What I think is that a good life is one hero journey after another. Over and over again, you are called to the realm of adventure, you are called to new horizons. Each time, there is the same problem: do I dare? And then if you do dare, the dangers are there, and the help also, and the fulfillment or the fiasco. There’s always the possibility of a fiasco. But there’s also the possibility of bliss.
Joseph Campbell, it's such a bliss.